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You're mine

I was waiting for someone like you
To cross my way,
To own my heart,
To love me true.

I was waiting for someone like you
To heal my wound,
To erase my tear,
To hold me too.

I was waiting for someone like you
To take my hand,
To open my eye,
To lead me through.

I was waiting for someone like you
And I found you,
So real,
So pure,
So true.
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Longing For You

In the dark
I see those eyes
glittering
I know that gaze

As you talk
I close my eyes
whispering
I know that say

When you touch
I feel relief
tendering
I know that feel

I took a moment
to remember
the gaze,
the say,
the feel,
it's true, it's real,
it's you,
right here
with me 
 
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Two Long Years

It's been two years,
two long years.
Never thought a single moment,
would lead to so much pain.
Never thought I'd be that weak,
when you came,
like a flash of light in my dark days,
to lighten up every corner,
every detail,
to treat every wound.
Two years ago, I had a dream
with you.
Two years ago, I had hope
to hold on to.
Just two years ago, I owned the world
until you changed.
I wish I knew, nine years ago,
the pain.
I wish I knew, back then,
the end.
I wish I knew you.
Seven years of my life just flashed by,
seven lovely years.
I wish I knew back then,
the pain,
of two long years.

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Images of The Past

As I put my head on the pillow, thoughts came rushing by.
How funny it is when your beloved cares for others but not you,
When your beloved helps others, wipes their tears, gives them a shoulder to lean on,
But not you.
With those thoughts tears came rolling by, like a waterfall, never stops.
I looked at my bedroom's ceiling, there was nothing but darkness and images of the past.
Images that I've tried to forget and get over.
Never before, never now, and never will be able to forget what happened.
Mom, why didn't you try enough?
I close my eyes and fall asleep, for there's no answer.
 
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The Road of Life

The road of life, we hear people saying, at school, at work, and even at home.
The road of life, it's there and it's true.
Some at the begining of the road approaching a bright new future, or starting over.
Others are at the end of the road griefing over a tragic ending.
I've been at the end of the road, had no chance in life, lost everything and everyone, when a glimpse of hope came into my life.
I dared and took it, standing up for myself, changing for better in every way and starting over at the begining of the road.
Just when I thought I'd have a happy ending, I lost that hope into the darkness, I lost it again, and broke down.
I knew that that hope was a shadow of hope that would disappear when the night came.
Just then I knew I lost trust in everything and everyone but myself.
Trust in myself made me stand up again, collect the pieces to form a bigger beautiful picture full of hope, love and happiness.
I paused to admire the portriate, to enjoyt the moment, and feel the beautiness of a bright future.
We all pass through the road of life, but we get to choose its ending, and when to pause.
 
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Endless Run

It's amazing how things can change suddenly from being bad to good.
It's really amazing how life can change from a dark gloomy night to a bright cheerful day.
Life goes on and on moving us between the past we already knew,
the present we're experiencing, and the endless unknown future.
We sure had some good and bad moments that would last in our minds for years to come.
In my life, some moments were nothing but fantasies that came into my life to brighten it up.
Other moments were like hurricanes that rushed into my life, wrecked it, and left me alone to collect the pieces.
Both of those moments created a special feeling within my soul.
Such a feeling that I've been carrying ever since I was a little child.
Leaving, yes,
leaving the past, present, and approaching a new future.
Leaving all the good and bad, and truth and lies.
Breaking all the laws of life and setting myself free to the nowhere.
There's no special place to go for or special people to be with.
It's just me, the road, and my backpack.
Traveling all along this life, experiencing the different possibilities, and who knows?
Maybe meeting the right people to continue my life journey with.
I do believe it's a great end to everything I went through in life and I get convinced about that each and everyday.
I know I must leave but I'm waiting for the right moment
it took years until now ..
But how much longer?
My words stop as I try to answer
so I give up and wait.