It's amazing how things can change suddenly from being bad to good. It's really amazing how life can change from a dark gloomy night to a bright cheerful day. Life goes on and on moving us between the past we already knew, the present we're experiencing, and the endless unknown future. We sure had some good and bad moments that would last in our minds for years to come. In my life, some moments were nothing but fantasies that came into my life to brighten it up. Other moments were like hurricanes that rushed into my life, wrecked it, and left me alone to collect the pieces. Both of those moments created a special feeling within my soul. Such a feeling that I've been carrying ever since I was a little child. Leaving, yes, leaving the past, present, and approaching a new future. Leaving all the good and bad, and truth and lies. Breaking all the laws of life and setting myself free to the nowhere. There's no special place to go for or special people to be with. It's just me, the road, and my backpack. Traveling all along this life, experiencing the different possibilities, and who knows? Maybe meeting the right people to continue my life journey with. I do believe it’s a great end to everything I went through in life and I get convinced about that each and everyday. I know I must leave but I'm waiting for the right moment … it took years until now .. But how much longer? My words stop as I try to answer … so I give up and wait.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Endless Run ...
It's amazing how things can change suddenly from being bad to good. It's really amazing how life can change from a dark gloomy night to a bright cheerful day. Life goes on and on moving us between the past we already knew, the present we're experiencing, and the endless unknown future. We sure had some good and bad moments that would last in our minds for years to come. In my life, some moments were nothing but fantasies that came into my life to brighten it up. Other moments were like hurricanes that rushed into my life, wrecked it, and left me alone to collect the pieces. Both of those moments created a special feeling within my soul. Such a feeling that I've been carrying ever since I was a little child. Leaving, yes, leaving the past, present, and approaching a new future. Leaving all the good and bad, and truth and lies. Breaking all the laws of life and setting myself free to the nowhere. There's no special place to go for or special people to be with. It's just me, the road, and my backpack. Traveling all along this life, experiencing the different possibilities, and who knows? Maybe meeting the right people to continue my life journey with. I do believe it’s a great end to everything I went through in life and I get convinced about that each and everyday. I know I must leave but I'm waiting for the right moment … it took years until now .. But how much longer? My words stop as I try to answer … so I give up and wait.
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Honey, Every one is passes moments of weakness and collapse, despair and wish to live alone to avoid problems.
ReplyDeleteBut, in my view, this is called the escape and the inability to find a solution to this problem.life is going fast.the sun rises will continue from the east and lost from the west so,Life and the universe does not stopped here .
Why not try to change negative thinking to positive thinking ?
u know ,the Positive person is who trying to solve the problem and not to think about it. Think about the solution ,traying ,dont given up and my god will help u.
I hope to be help u.
Thank u
True, God is always by our sides giving us what's good for us. However, what I meant by the leaving feeling is not a way to escape the bad memories. It's a way of leaving what I already know to the unknown future and experiencing its possibilities becaues you never know you might be missing something that's really worth a while :)!
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